Big Thanks

Thank you for the
- letters
- chocolate
- sweet
- cookies
- cheesecake which was nice :D
- presents
- dress
reallly thank yooou babes and dudes! It's been a while i received so much letters! <3

christmas eve for lunch at elsa's place
some how the tree looks reallly nice! :D


XOXO to everyone!

Busy December [:

although there were ups and downs this year, how i'm ending the year is on a awesome note (: Thank You, Lord! :D
Sidenote!* wish to be with you. i'm losing my mind
caroling 22/12/08



<3

Corrinne May!

gosh, i wish i have her voice. (: It's way way more interesting compared to mine, hoho! She's not coming back this christmas! boohoo, haha,
You can ask Joey, Jasmine, Shermaine and Debbie how crazy i was over her today. I had a good time shopping with them, and seriously, shermaine is suppperrr cute.


Anyway, after the gardens musical on friday, mitch and i went to chomps to eat :) Had a really good and fun time laughing. Before meeting up, i did some research on how to go to kovan in gardens, so the website said 136. mitch and i got up a bus when we saw 136, but u know what, i was such a noob, we ended up in angmokio! haha. Okay at nat's place, we were like playing truth or dare and uno and eating and eating.
Pictures :]

ps: Alison wasn't around, she's happliy having fun in Hongkong!

yf camp?

Okay, after a continuous of retreats and camps, it has finally ended. (:
First it was Yf camp comm retreat, later it was Yf camp, recently i had a Yf comm retreat. Wah, and it was roughly all 1 day break apart. Woohoo. Thank You God for providing me strength to go through all this.


Okay, i have decided to say something about yf camp.
God was really really indeed with us and blessing so much for the camp. The weather was goood most of the days, no one had food poisoning, there was no serious injuries and i actually learn more about myself.
Things to take note:
1)I shouldn't do the "scoldings" stuff anymore, because i sound too fierce somehow.
2)I have a scary fierce when i don't smile.
3)I need to know how to delicate my work.
These are just areas i need to work on, i can't be perfect.

Being in the yf camp comm, it's been a blessing. Real blessing (:
The comm was made out of : Reuben, Nick, Shelly, Charles, Joey, Jerry, Elsie, Elyssa, Terence, Wendell, Timmy + Ying Quan and Altheia. I guess the only problem we really had is that, we thought that increasing the comm group would be better but, it didn't really help because on the actual camp, we were always 2 man down, terence and elsie. They had their reasons, work, which i accept it, it's God's calling. (:
to the comm: Thanks soooo much for everything, truly it's been a blessing knowing each and everyone of you. :D Love you all!
I have gotten to know reuben and nick so much better, instead of only knowing them like my brother's close friends. Reuben, Nick and Ying Quan had their moments during retreat and camp it self! They made problems we had became laughter and jokes which was good. Nick was crazy over hsm3 songs, shhhh, don't tell anyone i told you, so at the end of camp all of us went crazy over it.
Shelllyyyy! i should tell you, when i joined the comm, one of my aim was to try to know u more through the process, i felt u were one cooool babe that i really wanted to know. :) hehe, and indeed i have reached that aim by knowing you more.. (: It's beeen great knowing :D All the laughter, and sometimes all the anger we wanted "vomit" out, hurhur. haha. oh, Joey and I have stuff to tell you when u're baccck! haha.
Joey! i have nothing to say about you :O kidding! Joey was like my ultimate friend during camp, i have learn so much more about her and all i can say to my self was a sorry for not being ur friend for some time due to an small anger in my life. Now, with the leftover of my life, lets have a friendship edifying to God. :)
Charles, was just the funniest and the one letting me vent my anger. I actually feel really bad for always venting my anger at you, hurhur. But, yes, without for this comm, i doubt i would have talk to you this much. God's blessing indeed!
Elysssaaaaa, as much as i want to say during camp, sorrry that i didn't manage to really reallly make an effort to talk to u more. After that morning, when joey and you accompany me to cook milo, when it was always lonely for me, no larh kidding, when u told us everything, i feel you:O. Kidding. But yeah, let's continue to talk to each other yeah. (:
You know what, if i did this was everycomm member i think it will be a super long blogg post.
Wendell, Jerry, Timmy, Alethia, Elsie, Terence- :D It was great serving with you all truly :D Although this might seeem short, but there's saying, shortest but sweetest.

In anycase, i just wanted to say im sorry for getting angry at those people who were complaining about camp, i realised that it's not my camp, and it's God's camp. There were many faults of the commitee, yes i agree, but i guess it's really not easy. Then again, yup, im sorrry. (: I've learn so much during camp, and i reallly thank God for that.


Thank you for writing those letters of encouragement to me, babes and dudes. :)

The year is ending really fast, can u believe it?

Gosh im so surprise.

God, i, so need guidance in my life when im moving forward. Show me what u want me to do(:, as u know im clueless.

I'M GOING TO BE 18 NEXT YEAR? can you believe it! Now i believe, i sound old, enough.

Boooohoooo.

Christmas is coming(:

Many jokes, laughter, fun, sad and stressful moment sure did happen.

But after all, many things do happen for a reason, i'm sure am happy that God has been there for me so much (: Really,really.

There were many times i just felt like bursting into tears thinking that it would resolve such issue, but it just would not, so i just prayed and prayed. (:

Last few Statement I'm going to say about camp:
I felt it was good whether u wanted it to be, don't blame it on the comm if you think you didn't learn anything.
The comm was really weird/ strange combination, but it sure made things more fun some how. Love you comm, hope to keep all the friendship going(: Gosh! One of the things i missed most is the time spent with you guys! hehe

"i know what to do now."

gosh, have u ever felt sooo sick until u feel like killing ur self? :S


That is what im feeling now.
I'm down with possibly high fever, super running noes and many other stuff, that's not all.
My body feels like im at 100 degrees? I feel so hot, really burning hot on my arms and all, :(

I prayed over and over the same prayer, to recover because yf camp is on sunday. and i really want to recover by then! :(

Futhermore, i feel that im getting the rest of the comm members sick? I feeel really bad.

God, Please Help Me. :)

news?

will not be around for a long time! seeya!